jprussell | (Reply)

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Thank you Jeff, I am not discouraged and it was I who asked so no worries!

I am taking this not too negatively whatsoever. When I thought of the question my specific area was in more ambitious targets. Which maybe would be like trying to reach 2 places at once, or planning my next stop before I know what I will find at my first.

For myself currently I don't feel depressed and my ambitious drive was rather to see if I could push myself more or if I may have set the bar too low, which I don't think I did.

I am definitely due to my "PMC" environment in a balancing act of obligations so this is a long term goal I have put myself on and am always mindful that I do not have the luxury at this time of taking a risk so major it risks my existing livelihood.

Of course, I may never see how things really are, but I would say the part which did feel off to me is depressed or hopeless as I feel very far from that. I do anticipate friction as with all risks.

Regardless, I very much appreciate you taking the time and effort to do this for me and would be happy to have you practice more for others if that is something you plan on continuing to offer.

Sometimes too when I do my own divinations I feel a sense of oh no what have I drawn, but I always am reminded of the timeframe or conditions I am asking of. Sometimes it is just a weekend, or a tiny sliver. I tend to stay away from grand questions as they are incomprehensible to me. Here I've really asked, should I up my goal from generating income ONCE this year from my idea, and to be honest, I think that is plenty ambitious and if I surpass it then I will have earned within myself the right to set the next goal and the next, as it should be. Like a ship going from port to port, one at a time.